Ibadat -E- Ishq ,Chapter 2

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Geet get up to find her son is smiling at him n then rolled on to play with his leg…she nuzzled into his cheek n said aap kab uthe n where is sister hmmm? Though she know where is she now ? She sighed when Rahul turn n hugged geet…Geet get up but noticed her phone is buzzing.

She look at the phone n read the msg…she wonder y maan is sending this type of msg.. She sometime felt confuse with maan’s behavior…but then she shrugged it off.

All great beginnings start in the dark, when the moon greets you to a new day at midnight

Good Morning Geet…

Later she came out n find out Dadi ma went out for some early meeting…n maan is feeding Muskan who is too busy to chat with her dadda..

She sighed how much patience maan has with him n explaining each n everything n replying back to muskan….she greeted them n kissed muskan’s cheek…Rahul notice maan n look at him longingly then pout as his dadda was busy with his sister more..Maan chuckled to see the possessiveness n said Junior  aaja ..

Geet pout to see how Rahul jump from her arms to maan almost..maan get up when muskan ran to wash her mouth…Geet mumur Dadda , dadda then smiles , she helped muskan.

Later at evening,Geet completes her work n relax at her seat when her mobile buzzed again n a text from maan.

And there’s always a way to begin with.

She wondered what is wrong with him n y this type of msg…

She got coureer before moving from the office n she look at it n it’s

White Rosebud

N a msg there

“Symbolic of girlhood”

From maan..

She smiles but still wonder y this is…

He  never did it but then…

She took them she didn’t want to but want to confront but then…she don’t know hugged those rose bud tightly..She went to her car when another coureer there ,she asked driver who replied ma’m it’s from Dr Khurana…

Geet:- he came here himself.

Driver:-nope madam he send it to me when  I was coming to take u..

Geet nodded n unconsciously careessing the flower then she look at it n found

Daisy  n a note symbolizes innocence and purity.

She startled for a moment…

She don’t know what is this all, if someone played some prank but then who will be but if maan did it but y..she want to call him…

Driver:-Shall we go…Geet nodded then said ok, let’s move to Khurana Nursing Home.

But reaching there she didn’t get Dr Khurana who went to KM long ago but instead of got another boquet n note.

Freesia

“symbolizes innocence and thoughtfulness”

She clutch the boquet n make a note to have a talk with maan , it’s going n on…

She went back to KM when she got a msg n she got angry but it’s from some bank she just ignore , she was highly irritated she don’t know what to do?

She got call from her daughter who cutely complaint that where is she n they r missing her…she console her n pamper her n make her giggle ..then she asked btw muski where is ma ermm where is ur dadda…

Muskan clapped n said he is busy to make drawing…

Geet squeezed her eyes brows when maan called muski check the drawing baby…

Muski shouts aayiiii dadda…

Geet slapped her forehead n think what is wrong with them n maan sply, he would just spoil their child…geet stopped there n think their child.what is wrong with her…but it’s sound so good so protective so beautiful so serene…she sighed but felt her eyes burning with pain n agony…

She reached at home , KM n inform Adi that she will come little later but will have dinner there…

She entered the living room to hear a screame coming from up-stair when Nakul informed her that all r upstair watching some cartoon…

Geet nodded but asked where is Dadi ma?

Nakul replied that she went to meet her relative ..

Geet nodded but then asked did Maan n kids have anything for evening snacks…

Nakul said maan sir only coffee but Muskan baby n Rahul baba have theird foods..

Geet murmur inhe kabhi bhi aapne liye waqt nehi, sab ka khayal khud ka nehi…she asked further do u have anything or…

Nakul:-no ma’m there is nothing I was going to ask for the dinner but problem is today dadi ma is not here n…we r stuck…

Geet sighed n said left it..I’ll make ..

After making dinner , she went to meet maan when nakul said ma’m there is a coureer for u…

Geet wondered n think when naukl placed another bquet

Aster symbolizes patience

She closed her eyes then notice another note

U r like an angel n u have immense patience …

She took them n went to upstair to confront maan but then she stuck to see the event infront of her eyes…

Rahul is sucking his thumb n on his crib n sleeping peacefully where Muskan n Maan dancing together .

She smiles n admire the little family..

Maan stop when muskan asked ruke kyuon?

Maan wait baby n then went to Rahul n moved his thumb n give him a milk bottle…then about to continue the dance when he notice geet is there…

He smiles n said geet…

Geet who was lost in somewhere just noticed then avart her gaze then said dinner is ready…

Maan noticed her mood is not so good n think not to make it more difficult…he smiles innocently which make geet’s heart beat fast …

They ate quietly their dinner….After making Rahul n Muskan ready to go to home a Bell ring …

Geet wonder who might be there n notice a servant coming with another boquet n this mak geet irritate to the core..she look at the boquet

This time it’s

Dark Pink roses

N a msg

This is toke of Appreciation, Gratitude, “Thank You”

 

She sat down there with helpless mode when maan came down n said geet don’t u have any warm cloth with u …

Geet look at him with moist eyes when maan settle infront of her with tensed face n asked what happen?

Geet look at maan what r u doing maan n y u r doing maan? Y , y,.I don’t have any more strength to fight ..I want peace…I want to live n I want to give my children a life no more controversy n pain.

 

Maan look at her n asked with plain face do u think ur children will land in some problem if they r with me…

Geet nodded no but then said maan pls try to understand …they r not ur blood, they r not ur child they just it’s not fair to them neither to u…u have ur life , u have to marry then live ur own life with ur wife n children then …pls maan forgive me but don’t make it hard..let them live peacefully…they will not able to feel that pain..maan…I can clearly understand u n what u r doing full day but it’s not right..thanks for ur all help ur appreciation but see I know I am rude but u also know n will understand soon if not now that it’s mere imfatuation nothing more…

She bite her lips n try to chocked her cry there muffle the sound of her pain with the rudeness but oblivious from the fact maan is there to know her more than herself who was not her doctor or the same person who give her another life who was not only her mentor but a mirror….

Geet try to look at maan with scary face but only find maan is smiling…she rubbed her eyes to believe it but then again find same…

She sighed n said maan be serius …

Maan sat down infront of her n said I’m n hold her hand n said don’t take any decision in haste , think the matter with peaceful mind…

Geet shook her head when maan said  nakul take kids to my room , will take them later if ma’m want to go when Geet about to protest but maan said accha bolo do u want my formal proposal or any court ship waise iye accha court ship hoga, parents with their kids n wink at geet who flushed then got a grip n said maan pls…this is not right…

Maan smiles n said it’s more than right n y u r looking scare do u think it’s wrong…

Geet nodded yes when maan said y u r thinking this is yes….Geet what make u think like this? In which angle we r wrong?

Geet almost screame from every angle y u r so stubborn , u will digging things , it’s not right society will not understand this ..society will think me as ..m wrong it’s all my fault it’s all she almost break down when maan came close again hold her .she try to protest but maan’s hold was strong n the warmth the care she is getting..but she keep saying it’s not right maan it’s not….

 

But maan hold her tightly n let her pour her pain her insecurity her hidden agony…when maan slowly engulfed her n said sweet word consoling words , he know she is strong but he have to take the initiative , he can’t wait any more , he has given indirect n slight hints but geet was geet who didn’t take them or not want to as cause of her past…but maan know that he have to erase the last bit of insecurity problem…being mature more than her n pratical than her , he is the well n correct one…

He scoop her in his arms n went back to her room..he want to take her the correct room, to their room but he was also helpless, he have to take tiny step with her cause of the trauma the past she had…

He make her sleep then sat besides her n patting her head , her back n said consoling words…

At mid night, she get up as from the nightmare she just  had seen , maan was in danger cause their wedding..she can’t let him feel the pain or make him face the danger…her savior her life he is …her soul he is ..her heart is beating cause of him…she get up n noticed muskan is sleeping n there rahul inside the crib…..

She need to move from there…but how could but she know if she will be far away then it’ll be all fine but her kids….

She sat down again n sweating badly…she don’t know what to do , in any how all r going to hurt only ….she want to scream n ask when she will get little peace…

She heard click sound n find maan is coming with glass n plate..she frowned when maan said before u start asking or pounce on me ermm I mean not in that sense…

Geet narrowed her eyes but maan continued have it…buiscuits n milk n don’t worry I have mixed little chocolate so u will be nicely this milk n y m giving this cause u were vomitting …

Geet look shock but then she remember when she awake that time she felt little sore….from the throat …she look at maan then said but y I was not but maan said u were sleeping half n half crying…

Geet pout but take the tablets when maan said it’s happen some time …u will remember it once u clear ur mind more. Anyway..have it…

Geet complete it when maan said don’t try to run geet as that will cause u n our kids in more problem n will land in more pain n hurt..so be rational n another time try to think about urself , for ur kids not for any society….

 

Geet didn’t say much but felt tired…m can’t think much about right or wrong she sighed… but then maan send text when she pout n expect another that type of text but instead of that she get something else

 

I have informed adi n his family so don’t worry n sleep tight…good night …

Geet sighed n thank Maan for this, she completely forgot it …

Next day she get up when Dadi ma met n said I heard u were not well, maan inform me , what happen beta….

Geet scare but then said nothing dadi ma, was stress out little …

Dadi ma nodded n caressed her face then said y u r taking too much stress geet..u need to relax..is there something bothering u beta?

Geet nodded no but then said dadi ma ek baat puchu ?

Dadi ma nodded n Geet bite her lips then look at dadi ma n said aap Dr Khurana ko shaadi kyuon nehi karva dete..he is alone, he need someone with him.

Dadi ma keenly looking at geet then said hmmm ..

When geet try to look here n there but Dadi ma said so have u anyone in ur mind for ur Dr Khurana…

Geet frowned n said How can I ?

Dadi ma said y not geet? he is ur good friend n I guess u both had fight yesterday as he left for the office without breakfast or anything n had sad face , a very melencholy look..

Geet frowned deepen n she get up n said dadi ma I will be late n I will see u later

But dadi ma said but beta have something n muskan n rahul r still sleeping n u r saying something about maan’s marriage …

Geet nodded no n make dadi ma chuckled but then she said are beta but geet said dadi ma I’ll have something on the way , just no I have to stay with Rahul n Muskan other wise but then murmur maan didn’t have n was sad .hey Babajee y I always give him tension n now he is starting neglecting his health….

Dadi ma patted her n make geet jump n then said no Dadi ma I will stay but dadi ma I have to cook…

Dadi ma said but for what..we have cook , they will , u don’t worry now tell me what type of girl do u need for Dr ermm Maan…

Geet fidgeted her pallu n said nothing dadi ma pls let me go to kitchen …

Dadi ma :-hmm ok go , we will discuss later go n make what u want to…n Geet almost run…

When dadi ma smiles n said when this two no when geet will understand what maan has done yesterday…I need to ask him…let me see my grandchildren till what they r doing?kyuon unke dadda n mamma needs sometime alone…

 

Geet went to meet maan who was busy with some patient so she was waiting for him…He came but again with busy when she said to ate but maan said oh ok do one thing geet…just load this few thing from net n copied this all into my pen drive.

Geet :- but mein kaise ?

Maan :- do it geet I have to go n attend a seminar n for that I need that.I have book mark those thing pls hurry up

Geet:-but I need to talk

Maan :-we will later…

Geet sighed n do it….

But as usual they didn’t get the time n whenever they get time something or anything make them busy….when finally the D date came …

Maan smiles n felt so proud to see her receiving the award but he got nice surprise when she said it’s cause of her mentor guide Dr khurana, Dr Maan Singh Khurana…he know she try to show it professional but only he understand this all . He smiles….n shook his head n murmur pagli aabhi bhi deny karegi …kya karu iss pagli ka .

He turns n chuckled then he joined few with conversation n later he took one sip from wine when she hold his hand n said y u r taking this ?

He placed it back n throw his hand in the air when she pout n murmur if I will not see then he will start to do anything…

He heard it n felt good…the authority her voice has , with the right she asked him not to do then scare for the society , she asked from nakul where is muskan’s dadda but then fear about his future..she asked make food for her with right she take care of his family , his n dadi ma still . he took deep breath but soon he frowned .

 

His eyes throwing dagger to see the hand touching her n she was feeling not good but still didn’t say anything when she will learn to open her mouth..her eyes turn moist n he know that he have to step in …n he stand besides her n hold her from her should ..

He look at Mr Rahul n said excuse us….n too her from there.

She pout n said maan who glare at her when she said but…how could I that …oh thik nehi tha kisike sath misbehave karna..

Maan growled n said n what does that man was doing with u geet…don’t see this world like u all white there is gray black also..

Geet pout n said m not white fully means not good..

Maan raise his eye brows n said really ….Geet twist her lips n said hume chalna chaiye n aap mujhe scold mat karo khud toh drink kar rehe the ,Babaji iye aise inhe sadbudhi dijiye..

Maan yes babaji aapne aapne pyaari geet ji ko bhi sadbuddhi dijiye n aab chalo…..

Geet stromed her feet….they went away..on the way geet got text , she wondered who it’s then think may be Dadi ma and try to see it but found out

It’s maan

 

Red is color of Winner ,red is color of love, red is color of u …so mine from now….

 

She look at maan who was looking happy n smiling .she pout n said aap phir se suru hogaye?

Maan turn n said kya phir se suru ho gaya , btw u know today morning Rahul was so happy to see me in swimming n I am thinking to introduce him but geet cut him n said aap aapne bete ko jo itna sa hain r u crazy maan..

When maan chuckled n geet bite her tongue but maan said mere beta ha so then y u r avoiding urself from this , y u r giving urself pain.u know ur subconscious mind also know the truth n accept it then…

Geet didn’t say just look another way n maan didn’t …

2days Later one afternoon , maan is sipping coffee when he noticed geet is playing with Muskan running behind her n finally hold her n tickle her n giggle with her.

He like this he wants her to stay with him with their two kids…though she stayed some times but not like this but forever…

 

Maan clearly remember that night when they r returning from a party n when they reached at home how geet shireked in joy as there is raining..she merrily clapped her hand n said how she used to eat tea n pakora with her parents ….she came out from the car n play with the rain n said the first smell of those soil after raining is so beautiful so divine…..

Maan smiles when she swril in the rain n said she loved this rain n it’s sound so good.

Maan look at her , those drops of water , her playing her smiling her giggling all r intoxicating.he felt like alive again.but her cry her memroy of her parents her pain her agony …

He want to touch her he want to feel her he want to love her but she was not ready wish he could give her enough reason….he want to erase scar but he is helpless…

Maan closed his eyes n remember there conversation about it last night…

Maan bend on his knees n said geet pls who stand there still when maan said geet ek baar chance do aapne aap ko , hume but geet softly said iye sab galat hain gunah.hain m taking chance…but maan turn her n said do u think this is gunah this is sin…if u also then I would love to commit it…n make geet gasped but maan continue but for me for u n for us this is divine ..geet.anyway, tomorrow u have to attend meeting so go n sleep ..I will be also busy for my children , waise kisiko toh free rehena ho parents mein se n wink at her..

She felt irritated she felt blessed she felt confuse n she don’t know what to n how to make him see.but is he right or is she wrong….she is loosing ..

 

Geet turn n look at maan who was lost n she can clearly guess the pain he is going through..under his happy nature…she felt guilty but she don’t know what to should she give herself a chance again or…..she look at the sky .she slowly came to maan’s room ..she said maan…who just said hmmm

She went to meet maan n said I want to talk to u …

Maan nodded hmm but continue his typing when geet said I need time…

Maan look at her when geet said to decide anything..

Maan smiles sacrastically n said how much geet…2yrs….anyway…. u can take time but yes u can run away n neither u can try n ask for my marriage with another one…if I have to marry then …waise mein aapne baccho ko asie kahi aur jane nehi de sakta…

Geet look at him when maan take out a pen drive n said Dadi ma ne kuch nehi kaha but I also have source now don’t think that servants ….

Geet wondered when maan said well u may be forgetting that u called well not intentionally but ur mobile has speed dial u use it n I…well u know how could I left it like that …how much u r trying to marry me, u the mother of my kids…hmmm..

Geet felt her ears burn with heat n it’s turning red, she get up abruptly when maan said driver ready hain car leke jana ….n again went busy with his work.

Geet look at him with nervous face but then she need to clear his mind , she can’t let him think anything worse…she said I’m scare…

Maan look at her when she continue..u can’t have anything from me..I am tainted…someone touch me someone ….u know maan…how I …I can’t give anything to u…if anyone try to intimate with me it give me shiver…

 

Maan :- do u think love, marriage all this only depends on physical intimacy….

Geet smiles now self mockingly n said my expericne said that maan….where I had to give but maan said it’s ur expericene but perhaps u can have another thing here…

Geet nodded no but maan said what no geet? see geet u can take time as much as u want but without when geet look at maan with moist eyes n said m scare…I felt something crawling on my scene…I…but maan hold her shoulder n make her drink water then said ok ok..now calm down…we will not talk about it…as u wish…

But geet suddenly said but what about u…

Maan smiles n wipes those tears from her eyes n said u know the ans n u also know the ans of ur fear..but if u want then I can help u…now don’t think about this…Do u know we have to attend Picnic coming Sunday.n tell me do u need anything for muskan n Rahul n see winter is coming also…

Geet look at maan n just hugged maan n cried….there…

Maan hugged her back n patted her back…think he have to do something nto for their future or wedding but for geet, she is suffering still .may be it’s another kind of physical intimacy may be they came close may be they have attempted kiss ago also but still a marriage n it’s expectation n what happen in past …geet has misconception about marriage , husband n everything..n he need to clear this.he need to make her believe in beautiful serene relation of husband-wife.

Geet murmur…I am sorry..I know this would happen…I…still see him at night..try to grab me try to…But maan said shhh..he can’t he never will able to ..see trust me…

Geet look at him when maan said then trust ur maan n hold my hand n belive me , I will help u…

Geet hugged him back more like a little kid , little lost child who wants help from him who wants to hide when she is scare…Maan know it …but maan know he can’t help her alone n she have to try n only together they can do it…he smiles n patted her back n tucked her hair lovingly…when geet look at him with confusion with respect….with love…which she oblivious or she don’t want to understand…

 

 

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Posted on August 9, 2017, in Ibadat -E- Ishq, Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. I just love Dadima & Maan. They are such wonderful souls. Dadima so cute & cool. She loves Rahul & Muskaan as her grandchildren. And Maan & Geet as their parents. So wonderful:):):) I love the way Maan understands Geet more than herself. Her every expression tells him what she is feeling but unable to say it. He has always been in love with her and will wait for her till the time she needs to decide. And he will help her in every way to overcome her internal turmoil and emotional struggle. Geet finally voices her innermost fear & nightmare. But Maan is as supportive as ever. And finally she admits to herself her love for Maan. Loved it dear:):):)

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