Ibadat -E- Ishq ,Chapter 5

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The Engagement & Feelings

 

She is shivering she is feeling something deep inside her stomach where muskan cutely asked y mamma is all red dadda? When maan smirk n look at geet with naughty smiles ..n said ha geet y u r all red….n wink at geet…

Geet turn red n said excuse me  but before she can take a step Rahul hold her pallu n said mmmaamma…Geet stop n smiles then took Rahul from maan when their finger brush n make geet jolt a simple touch can be that sensual or it’s her over reaction…she lowered her eyes n took rahul to another side….Maan just look at her back, the woman who suffered yet stand strong n fought against all odds.he fall for her..his mishty..his geet…he just pray to Babajee for giving him enough strenght to love , care n respect n protect his three angel…

Few min later there was ceremony of maaneet’s engagement start..geet n  Maan came near the stage when Pooja , showed the ring to geet n dadi ma to maan , maan at first hold geet’s soft petite hand n put the ring on her ring finger then when everyone claps loudly n pooja said geet who did same with maan’s finger with little tremble hand but maan hold her both hand n squeez it as if assuring her then took her finger where the ring place n kiss it gently…she shied n red hue cover her cheek when adi whishled .

They later anounced a couple dance when rest couple attend but geet is fidgeting her pallu when maan slowly placed his hand n said will u dance with me Geet ? Geet bite her  lips when her palms r sweating but maan took them gently , geet try to say something but voice stuck when maan slowly pull her towards him n then center of the stage , all clap when maan softly said today is our day geet , we r going to marry each other first time n we r engaged first time isn’t time for celebration…

Geet look at him in confuse expression when maan said trust me n forget everything….Geet nodded but then said m scare…Maan smiles n said me too…Geet look at him in amused expressin when maan said kyuon mujhe dar lag raha hain pata nehi I would look during my wedding days n today also I am so nervous n didn’t go n attend parlor also…n maan keep continue with this maaneet dance much oblivious for geet…she giggle when maan said something which adi, n dadi ma n pooja didn’t miss it n they thank Almighty…

Maan kissed Little muskan n Rahul then get up from the bed when Savitri jee said we will talk tomorrow about their wedding date as maan want this early..Geet look at maan from corner of her eyes then blush when Adi’s father nodded but said if geet doesn’t have any problem then..

Geet shied n ran from there when maan chuckled but then a pink hue cover his face also…

Next dya when geet was cooking when pooja came n giggle n wink at her n make her red..

Pooja  cut the vegatables n said u know Muski, ur mamma is red again today ….Muski said hmmm mammi , kal bhi the , dadda ko bola bhi mein..

Pooja :- really , hmmm btw do u know muski ur dadda also red no not red but little pink pink yesterday..

Muskan look at pooja then at geet who is trying to look here n there when pooja said slow down geet u should add suger at tea not red mirch…when muskan said y dadda was pink yesterday…

Geet look at pooja then at muskan then turn when pooja said yes muskan y ,I guess ur parents r playing some game n didn’t include u…

Muskan narrowed her eyes n said mamma…

Geet startled n said no beta….Muskan said phir kya aap dono red,pink kya game mujhe bhi khelna hain…

Later at geet’s office , maan came with some file n said geet look at this I have signed n u just have recheck few things then asked ur pa to email them n try to attend the seminar at Obroy hotel tonight or tomorrow night..

Geet said ok I will but tonight will not be possible, u have to take ur laadli princess n more play with her…

Maan look at her then said yes fine that I will done happily but y u can’t attend are ,adi will be there n u attended seminar without me ago also..

Geet pressed her lipes with pressure then said it’s not about that maan..

Maan look at him then geet said well pooja bhabi pull leg n that is the result…

Maan look confuse when geet said don’t ask me much , just asked ur daughter who was making me mad from yesterday..

Maan chuckled when geet cutely glare at him then blush n maan throw his hand n said ok ok darao mat ..I will n make geet giggle shyly …

That night ,Maan came back at home after midnight thanks to their children , he chuckled when nakul met him at the dining room..Nakul , shaab jee, oh bare mem shaab said aapko milk heat karke dene ke liye even chote mem shaab bhi….

Maan smiles n nodded when he went to take shower , after coming out , he was busy to wipe out the water from his hair when his phone buzz. He wipes the hair n place the towel on the chair n read the text n smiles

Aap itna raat ko shower kyuon lete ho ,u know na weather is not so good now days n u n aapne accche apna head wipe kya n maan don’t place the wet towel there u know n yes have ur milk, nakul will give u n sleep no more work u know kal subha aapko meeting hain..I will call u n ur angels r sleeping peacefully good night…

Maan just smiles n sat when nakul came inside with the glass of milk, maan took it n later send text…

I have completed n followed everything u mentioned ….thanks for everything n I am now worried that my queen is not sleeping n worried over me but u know what m missing more….

Geet took the text n blush then giggle n look at muskan who make her n maan’s life completey hayware with her question about this red cheek…geet get up from bed n send a text

Thanks for doing as I asked but that is cause of ur good n ur health which u neglect n queen is dadi ma who is sleeping n don’t disturb her n what u r missing now ?

Maan smiles after reading it n kissed the screen n then replied

I don’t cause I know someone is there to do it n dadi ma is sleeping n m not disturbing n yes she is big queen but my another queen is staying away from me…u know for that my heart is not at peace…

Geet giggle like teenager n type

stop sending text btw u didn’t told me what is that thing u r missing..

Maan put the duvet on him n type

What to do stop sending u text or giving u ans m confuse mrs would be GMSK 😉

Geet cover her face with her palm but then pout n said dusht danav …

N type it

Dushat danav , mere tang mat kichiye n say me the thing…

Maan smirk n type

I am missing u wipping my hair n good night…

Geet read n couldn’t able to stop her self from going from red fully.she quickly look at her self then at mirror then quickly went n hide herself inside the blanket …

Next day evening, geet tie up a sacred dori n pray to almighty for giving her the family, love, care, respect finally…she prayed for her kids well being of her maan, the man who gave her new life , who is everything for her..she realized it but still unable to accept it loudly…

There she is oblivious from the fact that there is someone else also ,who is also praying , praying for their kid’s well being n his would be wife’s well being ….

They almost colided infront of the door of the darga when geet’s duppatta fal down n she looks at maan with in awe n shock….she lowered her eyes n said aap iha

Maan replied ha n then place back the duppatta on her head n said Upar wale se dua mangne aapne teen amanat ke liye ….

Geet smiles but a pink hue cover her cheeks n she look at maan’s eyes n said to herself…mein bhi ….

Marriage date fixed after 6 months n all looks so happy, all elders bless maaneet when younger congrats n tease them..this three months for maaneet to spend time n know each other more n more …..they gradually coming close …

Some times’ geet’s file fall from her hands n she try to get it but she notice maan is there n she lost there..only her pa call n then she notice she was dreaming…but when that same incident happen with her she blush n think she dream same..she slapped mentally herself …

Maan look at her n said what happen she shook her head in negatively but maan chuckled n notice geet lost again..Maan smiles n entwined his finger with hers…n took them in his hand…geet smiles shyly btu then asked something n they were busy with chatting until the sudden stop which break their trance n make geet fall on maan’s chest ….Maan:- what happen

Driver:- sorry chote shahab jee there is bumper n then two bikers suddenly entered n …Maan :-hmmm thik se dekho , pata nehi aajkal kaha se itna biker…

He shook his head n then look at geet , his hand automatically move towards his waist n hold it n pull her towards him when geet’s eyes turn big n maan bend his head to hold those lips , at first geet was shock then excited nervous but suddenly she notice few blur pics of her past when she started to trembling badly n try to push maan who felt it n awkardly freed geet who is trembling little n her face is close to his chest which expose from uppar side n her hair strnagled in his shirt button…She is trying hard to open it but her hands r trembling badly she is clutching her eyes tightly…

Maan softly hold her tremble finger n said let me ….Maan slowly open the hair strangle from his shirt button when she gasped almost loudly…

Maan notice it then said it’s fine geet , relax….Geet relax n give her water bottle …maan notice geet who is pale n after some moments , she look little sober n look at him applogetically …

But maan shrugged it n said it’s ok…I was also scare…

Geet look puzzled n said aap kyuon….kyuon.. oh..

Maan smiles n said are there was sudden break n it’s sudden so make me little u know..

Geet nodded then said aap thik ho, iye..Maan took the bottle n said thanks…maan gulped one but didn’t say anything further just look at geet but his mind thinking something else….

He clearly remember geet didn’t tremble n look shaken like….but then he remember few days ago when geet was suddenly fall down from lader of their libraray…that day also maan hold her close to him n at first he notice her shock n when he close the distance by kissing her neck, she went pale n slowly looking down but start shaking…He quickly make few notes about this ..then after make geet safely reach at her home when she appolgies again but maan assure her…n went from there…

Maan met doc next day , n consult the matter with her…she also feeling tensed but then said normally she is fine but then..Maan :- that is the point she is close to me n doing fine but…

Doc:- u just keep an eye on her n try to talk to her but not directly n see what she want to say…

Maan nodded when doc said see if there is something drastic change or something like that then bring her here or may be postpone the wedding as u know …I mean to say after wedding there is lots of change bound to happen sooner or later but how it will give geet to cope up what will effect on her mind…Maan thanks n went away….

Next two or three days , maan notice geet, observe her but some how notice something change came inside geet a reluctance a fear though she appolgiesed manytime n try to say it’s cause of tension n work pressure but maan gradually understand little thing but not fully n oblivious from the main fact the man problem which geet is hiding n what is geet herself oblivious ….

Couple of days later,Geet came to meet  Dadi ma when she heard few word,

Maan:-nehi dadi ma, mein nehi kar sakta shaadi aap just post pone kar dijiye

Dadi ma shook her head n said iye project jo aap lene chathe ho abhi jarurat tha, u can take it after ur wedding then u can take geet but maan cut her n said pls dadi ma n just he went out….without realizing someone may be hurt beyond repair…

Geet heard everything when dadi ma took her phone n said I don’t know it will be fine or not…

There in the room, maan punch the wall in anger , frustration n said how could I marry her when she is scared of me, she thinks I will hurt her. She was avoiding me n I….

Geet went away from there, after long time she felt she has nothing she lost again , but she looking lost, she felt something terrible happen, something……

Next day;

Maan was getting ready for work when nakul came n said sir , sir

Maan turn n said what, Nakul look tensed n said oh oh dadi ma lost her conscious…..she was lying unconsciously near the stair…

Maan look shock n run from there…

12hrs later , Maan sitting inside his cabin n feeling terrible, though dadi ma is stable n it’s mild attack but still…he felt himself for this responsible…

He was looking at the chart n hope with coming times his dadi ma will be recover…he wipes the lone tears falling from his eyes..he felt so miserable with this…he was …when his chain of thought got break due to his phone…

He cut the phone ..but it’s ring again when he took n snapped the called what is that?

Pooja who called her n said m sorry maan I know but….geet was not opening the door n she keep blaming herself for everything, she is.so I know it’s not the time but I fear she will harm herself….pls maan….

Maan siged n said aap usse baat karte raho, m coming….

Pooja thanks him….

Within 40mins, maan reach there to notice pooja is keep banging the door of geet’s room n crying there muskan n rahul r crying n sitting in the floor helplessly…

Maan came inside when muskan come n hugged maan’s knees n rahul crawl towards him n both r crying…Maan felt anger, frustration n more sad for his kids…he bend down n hugs them n said shhh, my bacchas , thora der mamma is coming out, dadda is here na….she will be shhhh….he took them n in his hands n said geet, just open the door…

But no reply, pooja look helplessly…when maan close his eyes n said bhabi aap inhe le jaiye n let me handle this..

Pooja look little unsure then nodded n took muskan n rahul from maan n that was more difficult…they r crying shouting screaming….

After they went away maan said will u open this damn door right now geet?

Again no respond when maan just push the door n keep asking then said don’t open it let me say one thing u will not open then I will also do something drastic …geet….geet open the door, damn it what kind of mother u r , ur kids r crying isliye tumne muskan ko dhoond ke wapas aapanaya , ilsiye tumne rahul ko adopt kya for this reason …what is ur problem geet?

Maan keep pushing the door banging it n then finally geet open the door but she looks dishebalved , pale when maan entered the room n hold her by her elbow n said what do u think of urself Geet? what u r doing, ur kids r crying there , do u know how I am n what I am facing….what is ? Geet look at me …

Maan held her cheek n make her look at him n called pooja bhabi pooja bhabi, bring Rahul n muskan here….But suddenly geet try to freed herself n said choro choro mujhe when maan freed her but geet I ..I ….she is fumbling when pooja entered there with rahul n muskan both r looking so pale with constant hiccups when maan took them n try to give them to geet who refused n shaking her head n said m not right m not n she try to push them , she try to block the view block the painful cry of their she is looking so lost something lost when maan pull her n slapped her hard n shouts GEETTTT….

Geet who look at maan , when muskan n rahul look scare n hugged pooja …Maan look at geet n feeling something looking not so good , he scoop her n said bhabi , she needs smething else , m taking her to Dr Sinha…aap pls baacho khayal rakhiye pls…

2days, dadi ma is looking much fit when maan met her n appologised for everything but dadi ma hugged her dear grandson..she is oblivious from the geet’s situation but seen maan like this , her heart crying n she hugged him n said everything will be fine beta,everything..I don’t know what happen between u n geet but try to talk with her..she is nice girl u know, u loves her n give her time…I know some times we all expect too many things from u…but beta , we also know u can do it..just try little, itna wait kya itna dekha she helps u ,she co-operate with u…

Maan look at his dadi ma who don’t know anything yet shed light on his confusing state , he closed his eyes in pain, how could he….he said dadi ma, will she forgive me…

Dadi ma cupped maan’s face n said she can’t stay angry with u maan, her life is revolving around u n u….

Maan nodded…that night maan went to meet geet who is sleeping at their private cabin….maan felt guilty for behaving like that but he thought she is scared of him n his closeness making her more scare….he thought if he will go away then…but ..

He remember what her phsycratist said

Flashfack

Dr Khurana ….she is not opening her mouth just keep saying m not right m not right n after applying other methods also , she just added she is not right for u then after finally she said as u want to postponned ur wedding n as u have said to ur dadi ma that n it’s effect her….n before that u were avoiding her n this all make her confuse, n added to the coffin avoiding, postponed discussion n then Dr Savitri khurana’s admission to the hospital make her belive it’s all happening cause of her..n I think u need to talk to her so she can open..I have given her medicine but u know in this type of case patient need to open up, need to love, care n need affection n more trust…which were shaken badly….u need more patience to deal with her now…

Maan nodded n took her files….

He sighed the hard work he has done with others to make her normal , all went away, all wash out , jst cause of his own misconception, assumption…

Flashback end…

Maan place those file near a side table then took a sit….

He look at those files n them remember his another conversation with doc…

Flashback

Dr see dr khurana some times patient forgot this all n try to live normally , she has huge trust on u which she don’t have with others..though , adi, mr manchanda all r like brother, father but u r not..u r her mentor, u r best friend of geet, u r lover , u r would be husband…some times she forget n try to adjust with the new life but some times the past haunt the subconscius mind haunt..if the scar of past , if the wound given from past r deep then it’s haunt ,it’s may be hidden or buried somewhere but not erase completely…some time’s it’s not completely…may be it will be erase or may not be but u can change the memory , u can heal the wound with ur love but dr khurana u have to give her time, u need more n more patience .

Flashback end

Maan look at the petite figure…who is sleeping peacefully..he sat besides the bed n then took her hand n careess them he kissed her knuckles n whisper m sorry mishty  m sorry geet , ur maan hurt u, give u pain but I thought I know m so …I have done the mistake then I will rectify it…

Next day, geet was sitting calmly n drinking juice when muskan hugged her tightly n rahul was sleeping besides her….Geet look at adi n then said bhaiya…

Adi nodded ha bolo geet.

Geet oh …

Adi smiles n said maan ne kya hain iye sab..

Geet lowered her eyes quickly when muskan said aap ro rehe ho mama , dadda ke liye na..I don’t like him, he hate u..he hit u n hugged geet….

Adi  shook his head when geet said muskan aise nehi kehethe..

Muskan twist her lips n hugged geet n said no he hit u, he was scolding u when u were crying , he he….he is bad…

When someone repeats yes very bad n he let his three angel cry n suffer, he need punishment….

Muskan look at the person then turn away when geet look stiff..Adi said I have check the report it’s fine…how is dadi ma?

Maan smiles n said fine, recovered but still is weak…Adi nodded n said take care n left…when geet lowered her head…..Maan close the door n said geet have ur food, u r not well n u need to have ur medicine also..

Geet bite her lips though she was feeling shocked but then she was confuse …she still remember after that night how in side the cabin maan kiss her forehead n said sorry jaan…n then left , he came n took care of her but not sat but the she knew he was busy with dadi ma n all n then 3days later they were shifted to outhouse of KM….

She look at muskan who is frowning n then she notice maan has changed his dress n then come n sat besides her bed…..well it’s double bed n looking at maan ,she felt scare but maan said how r u feeling now?

Geet didn’t say anything at first then said fine…

Maan smiles n said good. Anything else…

Geet didn’t say anything just lowered her head when muskan frown n said aap dara rehe ho?

Maan chuckled n geet gasped almost but maan said kisse aapke mamma ko n muskan nodded yes when maan said but ur mamma ne toh aapke dadda ko dara dia tha kuch din pehele…

Muskan pout n said aapne daanta tha

Maan :-ha isliye haq tha…Muskan look confuse n said matlab…

Maan bend n hold muskan’s little hand n said I am sorry to hurt ur mamma but I was scare cause of her n for her..I thought she will not be happy n she was scared cause of me so I want to go away or give her time but I never thought she will feel like that I was at fault I have done wrong I know ..I am bad  sinner I have hurted ur mamma but ur dadda loves ur mamma also …he sighs n then look down with dejected feel….when muskan look confuse n look at her mamma then dadda n both has tears in their eyes….Maan lowered his heads again when after some moments he felt someone hold his hair as if careesing it , as if try to assure him n when he look up , she held the hand in mid n again bite her lips to control the sobs…Maan get up n look at geet who is crying n maan just placed his hand on her shoulder which make her swiftly hugged maan….n cried there….she hold maan’s waist n cried…she sobbed she complaint she cried when maan engulfed her in his arms…..when little muskan look confuse n soon poke maan’s arm n try to free her mamma …Muskan said choro mamma ko… aap rule dia mamma ko…choro…

Maan chuckled when geet scold muskan ; Muski……..Muskan look at her mamma with hurt n pain eyes when her lips started trembling ..Geet :- don’t …say sorry to ur dadda now….

Muskan’s chin tremble when maan took her in his arms n said geet..shhh mere baccha aise nehi rote accha accha dadda nehi rulaya hain , mamma n dadda were playing n u know dadda lost so mamma also upset n then fight happen …some times u also do with ur friends , it’s same thing….but muskan now cling to maan more….Geet look at them when maan slowly calm down muskan….

Maan later came back with geet’s food n said dadi ma is fine now geet but..

Geet look at him when maan said I don’t want to give her more pressure now n didn’t say ur condition ..u might be thinking me as selfish but yes I am .I don’t want dadi ma when geet said I know n I can understand …it’s ok..u don’t have to say…

Maan nodded when geet fainly smiles n both sat there…they r playing with their food when maan finally said geet eat it.u have to take medicine..

Geet nodded when maan said I know we have to ..hume baat karna hoga n we will geet…

Geet nodded  …they slept that night early, respective room,geet with rahul when maan with  muskan there r lots of questions, few confusion , few unsaid words n longing for each other…guity for hurting each other…..

Maan kissed muskan n said don’t u wanna sleep with ur mom but muskan pout n said mujhe danta..

Maan chuckled n said but she is ur mom , she scolded u for ur good…Muskan nodded then said aap mamma ko bulao hum sab iha rehenge..Maan smiles n said accha…chalo aab eyes close , n see ur mom will be here ..

Muskan smiles n maan think ditto like her mother…Both father daughter close their eyes but maan was thinking about his deed, geet’s reaction..he thought with geet was going easy may be she is fine with proximity , she is fine but the scare the far the scar buried deep inside her heart…n wedding indeed going change all equation n she fear …n with his own love n desire he forget n …he sighed n turn when muskan stir little…Maan patted her back..

There geet rolled n keep thinking about last few days how every changed n how they faced ups n downs …her reaction , his reactions….his going away n now she understand that she can’t live without him. He is like her breath, fresh air, she sighed but she need to say….what is going inside her…she don’t want to think but she want to move on n only he can help her.   She want to share her fear her wish her desire her scar her dream her nightmare ….

Both of them keep rolling n got disturb sleep.

 

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Posted on August 9, 2017, in Ibadat -E- Ishq, Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. Felt very emotional reading this chapter. The scars embedded deep within Geet…how it resurfaces whenever they get a bit intimate. It was only after consulting the doctor that Maan understood it and as doctor’s suggestion decided to give it time. But he did not discuss this with Geet nor tell Dadima the full details. So when Geet overheard the conversation between Maan & Dadima it reinforced her feeling of being unworthy…Maan was trying not to hurt Geet’s feelings but he did so unknowingly. The cause of her breakdown & total shutdown was only known after he spoke to the psychiatrist. Dadima had a heart attack too…So imagine how low Maan must be feeling…Muskaan & Rahul are not of an age to understand adult issues but see how Muskaan reacts later…how will Maan be without his angels & Dadima…Luckily Maan brings Geet, Muskaan & Rahul to the outhouse. So that he can look after all of them better. And how Maan takes all the blame on himself and explains to Muskaan…Geet finally lets it all out in Maan’s arms. Poor Muskaan….she thinks her Dada is making her Mumma cry…Muskaan gets sad & cries when her mumma scolds her but she is Dada’s angel na…So here she is being consoled by her Dada…and her Dada explains things to her. So so sweet. Both Maan & Geet are restless without each other…They need to talk their hearts out yaar…

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